You don’t deserve meaningful lyrics. Just a slap in the face.

Well I was going to avoid writing again until later on tonight after my interview but to avoid taking a drive and smoking the rest of my pack of cigarettes I decided I’d write now. And later.

I don’t let people get to me. Not usually. If you don’t like me fuck you. If you don’t agree with my ways fuck you. If you talk bad about me I’m flattered you’d take time out of your life just to think about me. But there are times where I just get mad. And this is one of those times.

I’m not all that smart. I got only A’s and B’s all the way up to the 10th grade where honestly something happened and I couldn’t recover that year. And the years that followed I just stopped caring. I didn’t have completely horrible grades but they just weren’t like they were before.

I don’t care about politics. I slightly care about the enviroment and other issues but I’m not a big huge activist or anything and I don’t know what’s going on in the world. I can’t sit down and talk to you about bus routes and presidents and construction. I don’t use big words. If you openly talk about something I don’t know about I will ask you what it means. Sometimes you have to repeat things to me so I’ll understand. If I don’t know what a word means that you use I’ll ask about that too. I don’t always use proper grammer, I spell things wrong all in all I’m not all that smart.

People who are smarter then me don’t phase me. It doesn’t make me feel insecure because I’m comfortable with the way I am. But what I do not like is when someone looks down on me or places themself above me because I don’t know what they are talking about and don’t really have things in common. I don’t like that when I speak about things that I like it’s pushed aside my feelings are pushed aside like they don’t matter like they are fucking insignificant because you know better than me and I’m foolish and immature and stupid.

Nobody is better then me. I don’t give a fuck who you are or what you do. And not just me, everybody. Ain’t  nobody on this earth better than no one other person and for you to even think that you deserve to be kicked hard.

I have my things that I know about. I have my own interests that I think are amazing. I am obsessed with music. I sit and listen to the same sound countless times each time picking a different part to listen to wanting to see how it hears by itself, determining if the tune could be used alone, if it is really needed in the song and would it change had it not been there. Or simply single it out because its nice. I sit on my computer and I look up information about fantastic composers like Antonio Vivaldi and Gioachino Rossini. I love the performing arts all forms. I really really like to do math. I can make Jewelry. I can cook. I have learned alot of life lessons. I am wise in that aspect and I give my friends good advice. I know how to give love, I am a compassionate person and I have alot to offer.

So don’t push out your fucking chest because you don’t have the fucking right to do so. If you don’t wanna get off your pedestal I’ll push you off and laugh while you lay bleeding on the ground.

Stupid son of a bitch.


~ by dyadya on May 2, 2008.

One Response to “You don’t deserve meaningful lyrics. Just a slap in the face.”

  1. Don’t know bout how I came here but that piece of text was awesome!

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